Sometimes, I think I should not care so much for my friends. The more I try to understand, the more adrift I feel. Maybe I should mind my own business and close my eyes and pretend not to see anything. Have I done anything wrong? I don't think so. I was just trying to understand more. Why do people have so little faith in me. All right, enough of my melancholy. Let me talk about other things. Lately, peggy seems very sour. (I got the word 'sour' from Ai Ping's blog) I feel very upset when I look at her face. I have not been able to communicate well with her ever since the prelim period. She seems to have the sullen aura on her face. It brings my mood down a little when I look at her. At times, I wish she can just smile a little tweeny winy more. It will make her look happier. Concerning Liqiang, I have been bickering a lot with him. It is often quite serious in the sense that we end up with a little tension when we bicker. The truth is, I start to regret the moment I talk to him because I really treasure the friendship between us. I don't want to spoil this friendship. So, I think it is better for me to speak less to him so that at the end of next week, we can all part happily. People like Ai Ping and Xueting, though they aren't my best friends, both of them have played an important role in my life. The times when we rushed our dnt artefact and the times when we laughed during dnt lessons, have all been keyed into my memory. Though I hardly look like I remember, I actually do. As for Danial, I made him angry lately. It wasn't intentional. Talking about this really makes me feel that there is so much that I don't understand about my classmates. Now, left with one more week, there isn't much time for me to know them better. I just want Danial to know that I'm really sorry that I was so straight-forward. I'm really sorry that I had little consideration for his feelings. Towards Joey, I may laugh at the jokes people make out of him but I still think that he is one great friend that I have. You know, I would be really happy if peggy smiles more. I'll continue 'this sort of post' some time later. This, is just the warm-up.